thexternal-s0ul

2010-11-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hi people ytd i have a fun time celebrating Esther birthday. Happy birthday Esther at last u can watch nc 16 movie hehehe.
Anyway i have already decided to move to a new blog address. Sadly to say i won"t be using blogger anymore as i have come to a decision that i"m changing to using wordpress. The move will be maybe by the end of this month till then see all of u people in my new blog Bye guys :D

One life one chance

2010-11-11T12:32:00.002+08:00

Honestly i am done blogging. I don seems to have the enthusiasm in blogging like i use to have. It is not that my life is boring until i am drawing circles everyday or calling up everybody and asked what they are doing.But for some things when time grew,u will naturally lost interest in it.

My job i am working as is currently doing well but if things goes on like that i think i will need to find a second job or a new job. I guess i am ambitious. Working has indeed broaden my horizon and how i look at things especially for jobs. People always get to where they are and achieve remarkable things because of the passion and interest they have. Other than that, they have a strong mind and determination. I reckon that now if i call everybody up again and asked what they are up to i will not get the same answer again. Hahaha

How i wish it is december soon cause firstly i can get my pay soon and secondly my results.

One life,one chance.

CIP at kindergarden

2010-11-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

I went to sch and to choir for a trip to seng kang for a CIP trip. We went to the kindergarden to teach those little little children how to dance and do some crafts.
Hahaha the trip was fun and cute with those children baby voices. We are just like them when we are young isn"t it?!

Guess what the irritaing guy request to add me in fb. Wait till i"m happy then i slowly slowy add.

I think i will be updating my blog lesser cause i got a job. Tmr i"m starting work. Last month i didn"t start to work cause i need to concentrate on my performance and with all those reharsal i don think i can commit to the job. Yeap,at last i can kill time and it"s time i kick my butt out of the house to do something.

Expose day night

2010-10-31T12:52:00.015+08:00

Just as today"s sunset is different

from those of yesterday and tmr

each musical performance is unique.

Ytd night was expose day night it was a success consider we started our rehearsal late.

So, the day started in the morning when my father was going to work and i heard my mother telling him remember to come home early today. (I was in bed,eyes cloes,ears open)
In the afternoon i had already pack my bags,dresses iron ready and ready to go. Performers must reach there by 2pm for a final rehearsal. Took a cab there cause i was holding so much thing and it rain. Lucky this time the taxi driver know how to go. I think that all the cab should put a GPRS navigater so that they knew where the place is.

We had our final reheasal and soon it was time for us to prepare. I prepare at home everything so when they were busy with the make up and stuff i went to the auditorium to get use to the piano and practise more.

There"s this one very irritaing guy seriously i feel like punching him. When i was practising he came for no reason and say "OMG this is a girl i though it is a boy" something like that fuck right?!

So obviously i say back "Eh u are a boy ah? I though u are a girl"

Then later he came again and asked me "U grade what? Confirm grade 1"

Then i was "Then how ab u? U know how much?"

He answer "Grade 8"

"In that case u play a grade 8 piece for me to hear" I say

Honestly, so what even if u are grade 8?! (although it is obvious u are not) If u are really one then u wouldn"t be at the back stage doing this and that u would be one of the performers.U think yr comment would bring me down,i am so not care ab it i had been through and heard worse.

The emcees. Karen was so cute with her two pony tails!

The back crews. Seriously they are big help to the performance. I pity them, u know they need to mob the floor of the stage. We should also thank them for the successful performance .
Choir getting ready. The clothes peg was a very fun thing to play with when we are waiting for our turn. I started the idea(to clip it onto other people) and was being say by the teachers that we are too noisy cause we are screaming and laughing. Running around in the room.

Choir preparing at the back stage

Not to forget Yi hui. The other pianist. We chatted when we were having practise and give each other moral support. She sure is a talented. She doesn"t have a piano at home and yet she still can pull through! How great is that.

The guitar club with their nice song sway. I was at the back stage waiting and i must really say their upbeat song help me to calm down and not feel nervous

My solo performance. I was nervous when waiting at the back stage and it is encouraging to see the back stage crew, teachers and Hilda saying gd luck to me. River flows in you. I had a hard time deciding what song to choose and when choosing so many song listening to all of them makes me sleepy. I was been clam two sides one at the back and one at the front with those bright bright flashes. Hahaha.

The present that Mrs yeo give us. The card wrote Dearest cherie,keep the music alive with yr singing and piano performances. A little token of appreciation.

Mrs yeo :D Actually, i think i should be the one giving u present instead. U are the one that gave me a plaform to show what i have. I got a chance to perform ytd night was thanks to u. It all started during our choir farewell and i told u i wanted to play(i though for the choir cause i don think i have the chance to have a solo performance) yr face suddenly change to very happy and shock expression. And that was how i got a chance to perform
When i was waiting for my turn u hug me and encourage me.

I fell in love with ms Chatterbox it is so cute. And it is in pink in colour. Given by ms lee.

So of course every performance there are bound to be problems. The one problem i face was when i was changing my dress for the solo performance i couldn"t unzip the dress it was stuck. OMG guess what i do.
So i just try to squeeze in the dress without opening the zip. Hey it was difficult. At one point my hand was stuck and i cannot let it go in the dress. But it still work.After that when i told ms toh she was like huh let me check got any hole anot?

Last but not least, thank everybody for cheering for me. My girls who totally did not know that i was performing. I choose to keep it a secret cause i don want any pressure. And when i came out Esther and Jooeun was like what?! The choir who scream so much for me. My friends that clap so hard until their hands are red.

A big thank you to all of you for coming to the performance,although we make the night but the night would not be a success without all of you.

My heart control my person not my brain

2010-10-25T21:37:00.005+08:00

Hey people how life lately?!

My life is abit lonely and boring now and i miss studying! Last time when they is school, i dreaded alot because of studying and waking uo early how funny it is to miss studying now..at least when there is school, we can gossip ab ppl and stuffs (everyone do that)and rush through our last minute study for test and exams but now there seems to be no goal at all. Not to forget long and tiring CCA practices. Well the truth is all this things keeps us busy although it drain our energy, i"m sure next time when we grow up part of our memories would be secondary school life. After all, secondary life is where we find ourself right?!

Anw, one night i called wan yi and told her hey i"m gonna tell u something u must listen to me! It difficult to tell her actually to open my mouth to say it out to her instead. But i guess thanut msn conversation rang a bell in me. Did he?!
She thought i"m gonna tell her usual things but it was the opposite this time..... it was......after telling her i actually didn"t felt anything,not at the point of time. But after that tears started streaming down. I don know why like for no reason in my head but my heart just cry.
My heart control my person not my brain
Since i say it i must stand to it. No matter how hard itis i will and i shall learn it the hard way. But seriously i don think i will succeed, but i shall try no harm.

I reckon that everybody would be watching tv or either using the computer for their pass time.I do that now most of the time. Until one time when i was watching tv and then suddenly for no reason the starhub satellite was screw up and it suddenly change the channel i was watching into don know what other channel and there was no way i can change it back! >_<
There are other things than watching tv that"s y i"m squeezing my brain juice for some lame and weird antics! Don forget u"re only young once!If u are bored then... read my blog and click on my nuffnang :D yeap i know it"s just my wishing thinking nobody does that.

So long people....bye
I miss my tv programme,i shall watch the replay instead.....

2010-10-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Monday i have an outing with Vivienne. Its been a long time since i last saw her after she transfer school. We had been saying to meet up but we did not.

When to wan yi house in the morning and waited for her to be prepare. Train down to bugis with vivienne and wan yi to have our lunch. Went to Iluma to watch the movie reign of assassins. Actually we wanted to watch a movie that is NC16 but one of us have not reach 16 so could not watch. Hahaha we still tried to try our luck but the person say loudly u cannot watch to one of us. So we switch to this movie. The movie was ok.

As we sat at the last row the speaker was just behind us. During the movie,suddenly there is a buzzing sound like a bee is inside the cinema so we was busy looking for the bee and we found it! Yeap, it was inside the movie! Hahaha

So what have i been up to lately?! Alot of things and today when i lie at my bed i guess i will just doze off righ away. I woke up in the morning and until 6pm then i return home. Lucky tmr don need to go out i will just stay home and rest! ^.^ I guess next week will be a hectic week

2010-10-17T20:02:00.005+08:00

Ok they change their mind again which mean i don need to redo the whole thing but i need a standby... u know, human beings are always fickle minded.

Saturday i was so bored,bored to tears like really don know what to do!

THEN....

I decided to call everybody to see what are they up to. I mean everybody-in my phone contact! (Those that i can call)

Angel-chat with her and she was shopping

Ashiffa-nvr pick up then later call me she was using computer for awhile and then study

Benjamin-In a chalet

Billy-Working

Clara-nvr pick up later she call me back

Denice-Going home

Esther-Nvr pick up

Felicia- At home doing nothing

Hui luan-Nvr pick up

Isabella-Nvr pick up

Joo eun-Shopping

Kai hui-Watching tv at home

Lin dan-Shopping

My brother-In the train on the way home

Peter-I thought he was in China,but he say he doing nt

Vanessa-Changing clothes going out soon

Wency-Playing computer

Yu xiao-Playing computer

Ziana-Playing computer

I know i"m crazy but i really got nothing to do

Afterthat, i chat on the phone. We play complete the sentence i swear this person very irritating.

She just want me to answer the same answer.

Example: Starcraft reminds me of?

To me who is the most handsome guy? (My father-nanny nanny poo poo :p)

To me who"s the other version of justin bieber

One person i nvr fail to think of everyday >_< (is me!)

Second person i nvr fail to think of everyday

(my mother, third is my father,fourth is my brother)

Ok back to some serious stuff, i went to buy so books. Yeap can kill time.. guess i found my preservative but i need some more!

I need to return back to school on tuesday. Maybe i"m going back tmr but i need to see first

2010-10-15T09:27:00.003+08:00

I am totally piss off la!

Now i don even need to call the person that sell preservative and this type of stupid preservative came finding me!

Seriously who won"t be piss off,from my previous post, i got a "special" task to do and today morning i recieve a msg and i was like !&*^!#@ i need to redo the whole thing again! Can u believe it and it was almost due to completetion thks to this group of ppl i need to start everything again.

Nvm,i shall embrace and handle this thing in a professional way.

2010-10-14T18:46:00.002+08:00

I"m rotting at home so boring like i"m at home everyday.
Yawn i need to inject preservative to prevent me from rotting!
Maybe starting from tmr.....
The teacher is kind of irritaing i did not manage to go for my written exam on Wednesday as she change the time again to tmr. Cross fingers that it not gonna change again~ At first it was Tuesday but change to Wednesday as she is sick then Wednesday to Friday.
Its irritaing cause whenever i arranged my programme already only to find out that it must be cancel.
I still have not study for it! I"m kind of worry ab my "N" level results like who won"t.

Bye guys i must go and find my preservative ASAP if not it will be a rotting cherie.

2010-10-09T17:59:00.009+08:00

So i asked, can u make or brew a special concoct and when i drink,i will
forget everything?!

I was talking on the phone with Wan yi and then i tell her,
"Eh wan yi, i got something to tell u!"
And then she knew what was i gonna talk ab the next thing. She
was totally spot on
But i still say listen to me!
I don want anymore,i feel tired but i cannot help it.....
So i asked, can u make or brew a special concoct and when i
drink, i will forget everything?!
She was liked ok sure sure. (Just entertaining me)
Then go and make now, but don make it that when i drink i will
remember more.
She laugh! (I"m serious i guess she knew it)

Saturday

I went to the bank and open my own personal account! At last i have a POSB card. But the card is not with me i guess it will be disastrous if i keep it myself.

Went swimming at night then to sanua to let off some steam. Its 63 degrees inside freaking hot.

Tuesday

Went downstairs for thanut BBQ its his last day in Singapore but i guess he comin back again. Photos are not out yet

They drank and they keep saying i"m drunk which is so not true....the next morning when i wake up,i think back i guess i"m. Hey but i can recognise everybody and i can find my way home,its just that i keep laughing.

When i went home i couldn"t slp so i use the time to make earings! I know i"m super funny and werid like who is the world would make earings in 1am in the morning. I can"t slp what so must well use the time wisely. Time is money.

I need to go for my music elective written exam in the middle of afternoon 3pm in Pasir ris today. I guess i"m the only one cause everybody had taken except me. Not that i skip but it cashes with my History paper the day it was suppose to be so i can no choice.

If i"m the only one it will be very kuku loh. Cause the format of the exam is the teacher play two songs each song four times and we must answer in a paper. Then four songs each two times. So she will keep repeating the song and i will look at her she will look at me >_<

Why are everybody blog privated?! Kind of frustrating.

No one comment me also.

2010-10-08T20:41:00.004+08:00

"N" levels is finally finish...
It seems that i had been neglecting my dearie blog so much!

Anw as what i say in the previous post,i am preparing to open a new blog and sadly to say i am closing this blog down. It kind of abit difficult for me as this blog hold so much memories for me. But it won"t be fast i will still thie blog name until further notice.

After "N" levels,everybody must be free but for me i"m totally so not! Before the end of the exam i am already given "special" task to do,it shall be kept a total secret until that very day! Those who know pls keep it a secret for me and don let the cat out of the bag i would totally appreciaite it very much cause this means alot to me.
And there still going out with friends now that i have time!

Today after the LAST paper,went home and prepare to go out.
Went to suntec then after that to esplanade library to find something. Not really found it abit disapointed but its ok. Then when to tangs to buy my watch. I got a watch but i wanted to buy one that is much nicer.

It was difficult to find a watch suitable for me cause i had a very thin wrist. Sometimes i saw ppl wearing a watch which look so big and seems like the watch eat up the whole hand! Actually i want to buy JC but did not managed to find a suitable one.Investing in a gd watch and u can use for a long time is totally affordable cause time is money. I brought this in the end. After that went to far east plaza and brought a jacket and two dresses! :D Super happy today brought so many things but my legs is killing me!

I kind of like facebook now, just netural to it and i have a twitter! But i guess i won"t be that active cause i don have any device that can have internet access. I just changed the profile picture. The profile picture is so funny loh an egg. Like y put a egg? Can follow fb put something like an unknown person until the person change its profile picture. I don even look like an egg, nor when it hatch i will look like a chick.

2010-10-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

I shall update my blog after my 'N' level anw it's just only next week! I have three papers in a row in Monday! FML!
History,chemistry and biology.....
All the memorising is really killing my little brain cells,my preparation for new blog is on the way (i'm changing blogname) at last. I will eloborate more in future. Till then gd luck everyone for their exam, it's nvr too late!

2010-09-18T12:36:00.002+08:00

Life is so unfair

Jessica from bedok town secondary school graduated last year from 5a1 past away on Sunday.
Ya she my friend and i knew her cause we have the same tution teacher. She not famous in school just a simple person. I remember first time we meet was we conicidence came for tution. At that time i didn"t even know she is in the same sch as me. Since that day onwards i then started to notice her in school.
This time,life is really really so unfair and i felt sad and pityful for her. She"s a quiet person and kind hearted. It is kind of shocking that i would even recieve sure a news,i was too late to attend her wake cause i only knew it on the day she was cremated. With all,i only hope that she would have a better next life and we can be friends again in yr next life.

Ytd night, Thanat and his friends were downstairs my house and Anis ask me to go down to join them. I wanted badly but there was no way that i could go out of my house. Kind of sad rite? The only way was to sneak out but i was uncertain.

Hahaha,so i was in my rm waiting for everybody to slp and my dad was the last to return home. When he is in the toilet, i secrectly when out of the living rm and unlock the door quietly. Went back to my rm, prepare and when my dad slp i quietly tip toe out of the house and open the door quietly and when out. Of course i did not lock the door if not how i go in later.
Took the lift and ran to the place,lols they were shock when they see me. Like i am running away from home like tat

How u come out? yr parents allow? They ask.
Obviously i sneak out la!

Slack until 3 plus and then i went home. Open the door quietly,did not lock the door but i lach the door so that they won"t suspect anything. True enough they really nvr suspect anything....shhhh~

2010-09-11T21:37:00.002+08:00

Some ppl can just scold other ppl and act like nt happened. Seriously we have been tolerating yr lies,keeping quiet doesn"t mean not knowing anything.
When things go wrong ppl always blame other ppl and push the blame to other ppl like they nvr do any fucking wrong things,they will just make a bug fuss out of everything announce to the whole world what happened like they are forever right. Seriously if u want to announce then go to the newspaper stand,every magazine,all internet pages,radio and televison and announce all you want let everybody listen you yr crap story.

To this type of ppl Fuck off from me! Don act sure a gd person infront of me but in my heart i fucking hate u! The things that u have done don think of forgetting cause i won"t forget. I choose to forget but i won"t forgive. In the first place you are in the wrong yet u claim that i am in the wrong!
Well,if another same thing happened again i won"t just sit there and do nt,since u want to do this i will make sure i return u back 10 times more than what u did to me.

Sometimes ppl would gossip and suddenly tell me that who and who is so evil,so bad. Seriously I DON EVEN GIVE A DAMN!

U know y?!

Cause u cannot expect everybody to be like an angel

Even that who and who is an angel ppl will just take it for granted,some cunning and jealous ppl will even set him/her up
Example: Spread rumours, cry infront of everybody saying that him/her bully her and make everybody think how evil this person is.

Shock that ppl will be like that?

Sure y not? Welcome to the reality where u see everybody so gd to u but infact at the back of u,they gossip ab you.

Example ppl invite u out for party or movies and u really thought they wanted u to come but when suddenly u really cannot turn up,they turn another side and say that they actually don want u to come like and they actually hate u. WTF if u don want to person to come then jolly well tell that person don come. Some even more worse will say u influence ppl not to go for the outings like for what FUCKING REASON would they do that?!
All this ppl are just so - watever! PISS~

2010-09-03T16:40:00.004+08:00

I am so stress out right now due to n-levels especially social studies,study until i want to cry :`( nvm we shall see how it goes.

I heard that 90% of guys prefer the girls to make the first move. Cause girls are hard to figure it out and since girls emotions are just like weather,they should be the ones to make a move . Cause if a guy makes a move during bad weather, he"s screwed and there"s no way to predict the weather. Really?! I think that girls just cannot figure out guys and guys just cannot figure out girls.

Obviously when someone is angry there would be "lightning,thunder and storm" !

And then when it cool down we still must be careful cause one wrong step and u will drop inside the icy water.

The best thing is don ever predict the weather. Just bring a umbrella even u forget then so be it. Feel and play the rain instead.

Ok i am so lame and random.

They look at me like i came from some planet and i feel like an alien being constant watch.

2010-08-23T17:24:00.004+08:00

No one knows better than u for what u say. Afterall u still say the same thing. If u say something,be prepare for ppl to know even its a secret conversation. I know i am sure a busybody to know cause i am not suppose to know.
Ppl have been telling me cherie y must u care so much it is sure a minor thing. My n level will be in two weeks time so i guess i don have enough time to blog. I cannot wait for n levels to finish and i am so gonna call everybody out and go shopping :D the word shopping just makes me crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I will nvr talk again

Oh boy u left me so speechless, so speechless

2010-08-16T19:01:00.004+08:00

I am buying earpiece from blogshop. Seriously i don trust blogshop but now i am buying from ppl that can be trusted because buying from blogshop can be unreliable. Here are two blogshops that are gd and reliable

Cynthia & Jasmine blogshop- http://fashion-hooks.blogspot.com/

Isabella blogshop-http://thfashion-house.blogspot.com/

Pls support this two blogshop as i say there are 100% reliable. And their prices are affordable. I need the earpierce badly!! My earpierce been spoiling not matter how expansive i brought >.< when will my earpiece come??

2010-08-15T18:57:00.003+08:00

Promise yrself to be strong that nothing can disturb yr peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make yr optimism come true. Think only of the best,work only for the best and expect only the best.

Hey yo how"s everybody?! Cherie have been very busy lately due to some minor problems that i should not really care and my prelims that only end next week. Well,actually i don intend to blog but my Pretty babe asked me to update.

Something to share which i find it very interesting. I was reading cleo magazine the July issue. here what it say> shorten it,i will just take out those parts that is interesting.

It"s not often that you find yrself meeting another girl whom
you instantly bond with. She funny,cool,nice and next thing you know,you guys
are are hanging out and calling each other BFF. The first sign something is off
is when she seems to like everything you do. No isn"t fate, it"s her playing
fate. The harsh fact is you may not know what her true motive
is!
She may want yr closest friend? OR
Simply she just hate u and want to hurt you OR
Whatever that she hope to get from you
These signs could be the start of something
worse. As the friendship continue,you may find yrself being relegated to a
sidekick while hogs the attention of people you know or bosses you around.
(Does this ring a bell?)
And when she know you"re begining to realise this,she decides to
cut you loose or badmouth you to the rest of yr mutual,blog and bitch ab
you and make it seems like it"s yr fault for the waning friendship.
(Does this sounds familiar?)
AFter all, people who spend all their time trying to befriend
someone just so they can use and betray them might get what they"re after for
now,but they"re be left with no one to reminisce about the past and laugh about
the good old times.

I know it hurts to see yr best of friend backstab you or betray you especially you are a girl. U know how girls can be so FUCKING BITCHY! Nvm its ok that you lost a friend cause the next thing you do is find a new and better friend. In the world,you don need a multitude of friends. All you really need is one who will stand by you through thick and thin.

Some ppl in our school been saying my clique are like Barbie dolls, only pretty but so call brainless and we will backstab each other when we quarrel with each other. But we don even care because we know that we"re not like that. That what you think because that"s what you see. Who cares?! I don even give a damn because i truly know who my friends are.

I would like to .................................................................. hey its so difficult to do it...............................

Ok here it goes, read carefully every word ah!

Cherie Tan would like to .............................................

sincerely apologise to someone i scolded. I know some ppl will be like walao u scold ppl already then say sry somemore on blog not in person still say sincere like shit la!

Hey but i mean you cannot blame me rite? He did say but only in a better way and i at last understand how he feel> something happened in the library which change my view. Long story which i will say next time.

And so what he say me ugly? This is between me and him rite? If you say serve me right then you are not much better. Want to spam my blog again? i will not entertain cause it means that u are simply childish and openly admiting that you are not much better. One to defend yrself becasue i say you? Ok then we shall see, i still have my cbox account containing those messages.

2010-08-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

Maybe I should stop blogging, who cares whether my blog is gone or not. I totally lack the enthusiasm to do so,anw i'm a nobody it does not make any different. I do have alot to say but at the thought of it I simply could not,I shall write y in my wordpress.
Those that one my wordpress link ask me personally and I will give u if only I trust u
Till then I shall post when I feel like it

2010-08-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

kuku picture ~.~

Extra post for the readers!

There is no denying that i HATE fb. I HATE FB alot!

I know someppl will be like then y u still use fb? Well, cause it the only things to connect with yr friends. Reason: I was so called embarrased and humilited in fb. Don asked me what happened,second sensitive issue that i don"t like to talk ab. One day when ppl not really use fb i will just laugh and haha just fbing?

One thing for sure,i wonder what kind of ppl they are? Spreading rumors,if you are so free then i dvise you to being a papparazi. I am sure u will get more exciting and interesting news,u all also busybody rite? Like to spread rumous then this job is prefect for you. Anw,ppl that spread rumors have duck mouth cause they are just like a duck keep quacking and quacking away.

This thing happened like last two weeks ago,during my n levels oral. I bought my entry proof. But,i forgot my e zlink card! Went to get some help from this specific teacher then she was like then it"s yr problem. Hey obviously i know it is my problem but i came to you hoping to find a solution yet this is what i get! What"s with the attitude? And somemore u are holding a high post in sch? Lucky Madam Samiha helped me. Telling me don scared,don panic given im wearing the sch uniform. Ok so i go to the oral smoothly. Three languages together in one rm. I don get it loh i am everytime like the first three even in national exam. So obviously we need to get qurantine.

Talk to the Tamil from other school,i know how its like when u are in a total foreign school. Every Wednesday i would go PRCS for Music elective. So when i walked in the school,ppl will keep looking at me. Eunice was complaining to me that time how ppl was looking at her when she came in the school and suggested that we put a tagged saying Music elective programm.

Guys,next time forgot to bring e-z link card or NRIC, go to the office and tell the clerk to type out a letter certify that u are a student in Bedok Town sceondary school.

2010-07-31T12:33:00.006+08:00

It seems that i have been neglecting my blog ok so here is my post ,actually i can post it earlier but due to the editing of photos that y itis been delayed. Sry guys,i know its like keep comin into my blog but i did not update it kind of irritaing. Hey but i already try my best to edit,my editing skills sucks but i don have proper tools to edit. Anw i know itis ugly la. Just bear with it.
People that make fun of other people are simply childish.
They think that by making fun of people it is a very very fun thing to do.
Seriously how would u feel if u are the one being make fun of?
Who do u think u are?
Do u think that only u are capable of making fun of people at the back and that person would not know anything?
There is a limit to everything,continue being like this u will be strike by lightning!

Last friday night i talked on the phone with Pretty Babe for 4 hours,without stopping. -from 9pm-1am in the morning. we both were so high when talking and we laugh our hearts out because we finally found the

Joke of the Year!

Well,actually i was thinking twice whether to post this and i told Pretty Babe that i felt it then she say actually itis so obvious la. So i was like ok then since that is the case i shall just do it.

Presenting Universal hamburger set

(only one in the World)

Set A:Consisting of double pork patty hamburger with tomato sauce

Coke

Smash potato (smash up because it is irritating and full of nonsence)

*Set A will subject to changes because hamburger have alot of "friends" around

Set B: Obviously hamburger again plus fries

What can u infer from this picture? Comment me the answer.

Don worry that the fries have nothing to dip on because hamburger will always carry tomato sauce around.

This Sunday must return back to sch to cheer for the YOG torch. I think everybody should go cause this is only once in a lifetime and somemore we are young rite?? Imagine next time when u grow old and u want to do this kind of things, when u are old?! Obviously cannot rite,ppl will think crazy adult!.

2010-07-24T21:52:00.003+08:00

I change my blogskin due to some problem...currently fixing it now. I realise that u need to wait for everything to load for a long time see this is what i called lagging and jam,i think it cause of those photos i been uploading it.Ya,i am off to fixing my blogskin

2010-07-24T14:21:00.008+08:00

Birthday cake,dark chocolate

Do you believe in past life?
Actually i"m neutral to it but more and more i pondered i believe.

Friday,during chemistry lesson, me and Esther was talking.
Topic was i am an open book.Which mean i cannot suppress my emotions and
face expression which is unusual for girls. So watever i feel at that moment,i
will just portray out naturally. It was a normal thing for me cause i cannot
maintain my face when i feel something.Don even know whether isit bad or not?!
Esther say it is gd cause this shows that i"m not fake but the bad thing is
very easy to read what am i thinking and i cannot lie well unless i don feel
guilty only then i can act naturally.
Esther say:most of the guy are open book (not really,i don think so someone always maintain his
face)
I say:oh so i past life is a guy then do alot of bad things now degrade to become a girl.
Esther say: Ya and i think u past live was a fucking handsome guy. But U treat girls like dirt and say ppl ugly so now retribution ppl say u ugly...
I was like,: she like that say,she win already la i am speechless

Actually quite true,it does make sense

I am an open book

I everytime complain being a girl or girls very troublesome

Sometimes i say i want to be a guy
Haha laughs,i still remember i wrote in the journal what if i am a boy? Then i say if i suddenly become a guy i will make myself to be handsome(go for plastic sugery) then flirt girls that i hate when i was a girl then after that hurt their feelings. For boys that i don like,i will fight with them. Lame rite? I wrote that then Ms lee say i am very evil then i told my cousin they say i am sadistic. Just jk la u know how i HATE flirts!

I am so tired and busy this week. Almost everyday i came back home ab 7pm plus,slp at ab 11.30pm without any afternoon nap. Ytd pre exam i was so tired that i fell alsleep.Teacher wake me up and ask,u finished? I just answer no i am simply too tired to do. Ytd night after tution i went back home.After everything,when down to the study area to study.
Diego and me keep disturbing Chin cheng.Haha,ab 10.45pm i went up. Before leaving,Diego asked me what yr name? Then i answer don know,u guess loh? Go and check year book . Smile and walked off. When outside,i was like huh i looked so ugly in yearbook! Ok watever.

My clique suspect me!!!! They don trust me la
One tell me,u better not keep any secrets from me or u will died!
The other one was even more straightforward,are u two in a relationship?? When i mean it i really mean it. For one last time NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO I WON"T! GET IT AND IT WON"T BE HIM!

2010-07-22T20:40:00.004+08:00

I wrote this on the board but my effort was wasted because the projected cover everything,except for some because someone wrote by:cherie.I had a hard time finding out what chapter they are learning like i asked around everybody was like don know,don know and other than that they keep askin y u one to know?

How bad can someone be? Do u believe that no matter how bad a person is,he or she still have a heart? Have i really misunderstood him? Whatever,i seriously have a slpless night on that day thinking and when the clock past 2am i am still turning and tossing around. No one really knows,time will say and prove everything.

Gosh,i need to change not to be so blur. Wednesday,i thought i almost lost the daily record file. I was scared to death la,but if i really lost it how? Other than that,my friends hp was confiscated by teacher cause i keep calling them and assked them to search for the file,arghh so SRY!Actually it turns out that itis on the teacher"s table the whole time and i was the one who put it?! When did i ever do that? I am super blur and had short term memory,at this rate i am going,u all are going to send me off first because i will died of heart attack..juz jk-touchwood

I love my clique more than ever.Joo eun is so mature.Esther is so wise,Jessah is always so fuuny in her action (her clumsy way) wan yi is blur in a funny way and Lin dan is Cute to the max la! Everybody is also super duper chio and pretty except for me. T.T I am so fucking ugly la even without him saying i know! Anw:
Nobody can say i am ugly except for me
Nobody have the rights to criticise how i look except for me Nobody can say my attitude and character sucks except for me
Nobody can insult me or pull me down except for me
Nobody can say what i deserve now serve me right except for me
I do what i one and i live for myself not for others

If u say all this then let me asked u,who do u think u are? U don even know me well,and even u know me well so what? I don even give a single shit! GET THIS? (I was just saying this in general not pointing to anyone else;i need to explain this cause later some overly sensitive ppl will think i am talking ab them Like for what? I got nothing better to do isit? i rather slp and conserve my energy)

If someone ever say u are fat answer them back.So? At least i am not deprive of food! ~random

As i say last post i will upload the cake photos rite? But can wait when i got time?! LIke my clique keep asking me to upload more& more photos which i find it very irritating sometimes. Imagine u come into my blog only to find out that yr com is jam and super lagging cause my blog need to upload all those photos..i know i find it irritating too but i seriously will do it WHEn i am free.

Bye guys,i am in a rush...actually i have alot more to say!

2010-07-18T20:09:00.010+08:00

I finally upload PART of the photos for my birthday...Sign! Anyway i had a great time at the ice skating rim with all my friends.
THE VERDICT:It was so fun and boy i did not fall down even once,my rollar blading basics help me alot to ice skate. And i found out that some boys are SUPER DUPER gentlemanly.

The photos and pictures turned out to be nice,like everybody was so pretty and beautiful when talking photos except for me >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! At last i can see nc 16 movie. Remember the movie Orphan? I wanted to watch but it was nc 16.
I was so happy recieving msg from Lin dan and Thanat.Looking at my expression,they decided to take a picture of me. I sure was happy!

After the ice- skating,everybody was kind of tired but they still took many photos

During skating

What was Yu xiao doing for Joo eun??

Thanat was inspire by Jacob? Anyway another guy that was SUPER DUPER gentlemantly. Thanat was a gd skater and we asked him to pull us round the ice rim and guess what he was so gentle with us and when we almost fell,he quickly stopped and asked us was we ok?

Esther and me.

Nice~

Ice rim

The machine was smoothing the ice

Yu xian present. The wrapping was so cute :-0

Paparazzi photos. Can u spot wan yi and Joo Eun?

Wheee,i at least know how to skate

Super cute loh this present, it is in pink in colour

In the train,on the way to Kalland leisure park

Love Ya

Yu xiao was so happy,i don know y?

All my present i recieve

Necklace given by Esther and Lin dan, Billy, see i still keep yr present ok!

A body scrub. This person one to died,meaning i nvr bath very dirty?

Cute right? Too bad today keep raining,so cannot shake his head.

Mysterious present. As i just now say some guys are SUPER DUPER gentlemanly. This two guys : Jing Jie and Chin cheng when to buy present for me and sent it to my house.Boy they was so gd rite?

Guys learn from them too.

Hehe A book. The box super chio la.

Jing jie present to me

Plus a card.

End of part one.To be continue,the next post,i will upload my birthday cake..stay tune.

2010-07-10T14:16:00.010+08:00

Whoo,this week was super busy with all those test,exam,test,exam,test,Exam,test,Exam so irritating loh. I am already feeling the heat for my prelims already.
Monday i did not go to school because i need to go for my piano exam. Well, waiting the result will come out this month. Nvr its ok if i nvr past i will take again in Feb next year my mother promise me,regardless of the outcome it is :D

Whatever anyway tml im going to celebrate my birthday,my birthday is on sunday but i decided to celebrate on Saturday. We are going for ice skating but very embrassing loh i don even know how to skate. I only know how to rollar blade but its like i nvr rollar blade for four years already.
So u nvr try u nvr know. Actually i one to go catch fish but the girls are like huh so hot... ... >.< then i suggest playing plaintball they was don one la later blueblack. Nvm,next time i will just go and play with the boys they are more easy. In future i don one to have a daughter anymore,Girls are so troublesome

One day my brother suddenly call me asking me when is my birthday. For once,I thought he was planning something and I was super happy. But it turn out that actually his workplace required him to update family particular,he cannot remember when I was born that's y he call me! >.<

Last Wednesday, When I was on my way to music elective one old man suddenly called and talked to me. He told a long big chunk of story to me and in the end his aim was to asked me for $2. Ya,i just give him la. Good Karma! Lols...

Lastly: I DON EVEN GIVE A DAMN! SO NO POINT

2010-07-09T21:06:00.005+08:00

I experienced shock,excitment and suprise

Hohoho,today is be yourself day,we get to wear what we want to school.

Well,surprisingly i was able to wake up due to ytd night sudden excitement and hyper mood. 6.40am i got a shocking call from overslept queen saying she leaving the house! Well,today i was super happy because i can sit bus and meet up with my clique to go to school. At last... ...

First period was math and we do some kind of puzzle which of course she planned it already not to use the textbook and she still expect us to bring the thick A math textbook.
Irritating rite?
Like she do this kind of thing for what?!
I am sure she was once a student why won"t she just pity and understand us?
Seriusly one word to her LAME!
When to hall for some programme. I was quite dissapointed because actually before comin to school i am already aiming at two people to see what they wearing.One of them did not turn up. >.< WEIRD.AFter that,
Train down to Tampines mall to watch twlight saga.

Hmmm,asked me whether is it nice depends. If you are a twlight fan u of course must not miss it. If u one to see hot and handsome guys then all the more u cannot miss.If u are love sick then better not watch the movie,later u become more love sick. Ya haha just joking.Anyway i think twlight is more suitable for girls than boys.Unless boys wants to get idea on how to be sweet then they should watch.

Ya that right. Seriously everybody just judge people by their looks and hear what they hear.

Example: When Jessah first came to our class i hate her alot cause she really got the proud and arrogant face and when u see her,u feel like punching. Yup it is shocking and surprisingly that i would be saying this given now we are best of friends. Other than that,i use to see her attitude and character like those spoilt brat but in fact she is not. Ya and i have been wanting to say sry to her because i did something very bad to her last time.Anyway,she won"t even care now She will just say"watever,it is so long already.I won"t even remember"

U may see this person look gd but in fact her attitude and chracter is CMI. And how ab those ugly one?! Just because she is ugly her person comfirm bad.FOR ONE LAST TIME:It is not a crime to be ugly no one has the right to say that to anyone.Who do u think u are? Yes she may be ugly externally,but she is pretty internally.

The only people who can say people ugly is plastic surgeon cause they can give people a new face and live~watever i"m talking crap.

I have already check and the video is gone.Pls don do this kind of things
next time.Even u just one purely piss him off can don pull me into the
picture,disturb him with something else instead.Don make me change my
view for u. And seriously why are u SO piss off? Shouldn"t
me being the one piss off? Like seriously i don get it loh the person who should
be angry and mad should be me.And u deserve it,who asked u one to tell the whole
world ab it?! U got no one to blame except for yrself

Cruel temptation is once more back again in channel U every friday 11.30 :D super love this show. ANd cause of this show i decided to cut my hair short

2010-07-04T19:40:00.004+08:00

Tml is youth day,don need to go school but Tuesday when i go back to school, i need to go for oral exam-first batch,second person.

Friday 9 july be yourself day,i get to wear yr home clothes to sch

Well, i was kind of bored and i decided to do something. I went to youtube and listen to those songs that i heard contain satanic message when being play backwards(backmasking). Out of three songs that i listen,two were true while one was not really what i expected to hear maybe because i don understand what is it talking!

First reaction upon hearing the song was not freaking out but was like oh ic,so something like this really exist.

Some singers,band utilized Satanic imagery for commercial reasons.

But i think that songs are still songs,ppl cannot live without songs and i admit i am one of them. Whether songs contain Satanic messages is another thing,in the end,if u have a clear conscience,nothing will happened.

I heard that Satan will only find you when u do alot of evil and bad things and he will be beside you and ask you to do more evil things.~ Sounded like some kind of story to scare little children to behave themselves.

Although i am not a Cristian but i believe one thing-a evil person will not have a good life.
Especially those everytime gossip behind ppl back say they bad,ugly,irritating,attituide problem or like to use underhand means to get what they want... ...whatever stuff next time their mouth and heart will be rotten!

I know la,after reading this my haters will be like: Cherie Tan,u think u also very gd ah,nvr gossip behind ppl back meh?! U are also equally evil and bad! Yaya whatever shit that is my problem rite,i don think everybody nvr once gossip behind ppl back loh.If u nvr once in yr life gossip ab ppl than you are a rare species on Earth. Even next time my mouth rotten,it will not be as rotten as yrs!

Oh ya,i already try to put paragraph and spacing cause
i know it is diffcult to read when everything cramp together or one big chunk of
words.But this is the best t i can do.
My eyes will simply bleed reading so many words,especially i already have
four eyes.
U all can try to highlight the paragraph or words for
easy reading.

2010-07-03T12:29:00.005+08:00

Brazil 1,Netherlands 2

Although I did not watch football but this came as a shock to me and to those supporting Brazil. This shows one thing,u will not always be the champion or winner.Doesn't mean that yr team is the best in the world or yr supporters are the most,u will always win. Brazil was a hot favourite among all the teams and they are the defending champion,everybody expected them to win.
This happened in life,u are not always right and u will not always win. Although u think that u are in the right,this may not be the fact,cause that is what u think.There is a limit that everybody have,don push yr luck and think that u are always in the right while others are ALWAYS in the wrong.

Anw,i was reading newspaper ytd and i saw something:
Ignore the Haters
Lastly and most importantly,grow a thick skin. It takes someone with the hide of a buffalo to weather the slings and arrows of stardom.After all,nobody ever achieved celebrity status without being criticised for their looks,clothes,personality and more.Unless you happen to be a rare universally beloved type like Sandra Bullock or Betty White,it is probably best to get used to being flamed.

Will be busy until 12 July until then i will update my blog again.

Having second thoughts~

Thinking is it right?

This is so ambivalence

2010-06-30T14:40:00.005+08:00

I should have answer Yes but instead i answer No... ...

I don know what was i thinking, i should have answer Yes but i answer No for two times. He asked me the first time and i was kind of shock,speechless and don know what to answer i just cannot bear to tell him YES and i just say No. Sensing something was wrong,he asked me again. I hesitated for a moment hopping that i would say Yes but my mouth just cannot control itself and say No.

Anw, i got more things to worried for.

Piano lesson this morning>I break down.

I need to make a serious and important decision by tonight.
Before i leave the house,she told me something, go with yr heart.Well,she been teaching me since i was primary 1 it been over 10 years and she been thought with me every single thing.
This is REALLY a serious decision i need to make that will affect part of my life. I don know what to do,but i only know that i need to sort out and get things done.
Whether i get scolded or not this is my life and the decision i make i have to live with it-be it gd or bad.I nvr once regret my decision.

I was suppose to be in class now for music elective instead i decided to stay at home.Cause i knew that i am not in the right mind to go althought i will be cheer up and my mood will be lifter up by my friends,but it was not a gd choice.

2010-06-25T17:37:00.007+08:00

I thought that nobody would read my blog,but it turn out that some ppl would everyday view my blog.Thks :D!

Wednesday
Went to the airport to send my cousin to Korean.I got this indescribable feeling everytime i step into the airport whether i am going on a holiday or not.And i would everytime see the flight departure to Europe.When will i ever really when i step into the the airport i am all set to fly to Europe? Even i got a scholarship to Europe i wouldn"t mind.

Ps:If u are seeing this post can help me buy nice notebook. Thks.

Thursday
I went out with Wan yi.Whoo,this is the only outing with her this June holiday.Singapore lack of places to go,and even go out also the same thing like a cycle:watch movie,K box,Eat,SHopping,play arcade,slack... ...go home
So boring. Must well i stay a home and slp.

Wordpress account:
I won"t be telling anybody except for some ppl which i trust cause my wordpress account is really how i feel and really detail. I don see a pt when my own blog is for myself to vent my anger and really express how i feel and in the end ppl would comment on it. If like that then must well i own a dairy book.The different between a book and internet is that a dairy book is not safe and ppl will want to look at what you write.Ya,internet is not safe but in Wordpress itis very safe.Security is set to the highest and comment will be screen.Other than that,post can be set by per password.

Can i take back my words?! I am so freaking out.Word spread so fast like wild fire.Everybody can"t wait for prom night... ... nvm if i say, i really need to do it but don"t be too disappointed when things are not up to expectation.

Ps:I am not bastard like what you think but i chose to be bastard cause u bastard me first.

2010-06-21T22:53:00.000+08:00

I know it is shorter than ever... ... anyway i updated my wordpress account!

2010-06-17T16:14:00.007+08:00

I went to Danson tang blog only to find out that he is releasing his third album June 25 ! Yes it"s been a long time since i last heard he singing,looking forward to his song.He is really back!

2010-06-17T13:25:00.002+08:00

Ytd , I wake up at 10.30 plus in the morning and guess what, i only slept at 3.00am in the morning. I was out the whole day.When i reach home,i slept for half hour ate my dinner,bath and im out again to attend a funeral in Bishan

Im planning to watch toy story 3 it seems nice.

For more stuff pls see my wordpress blog.

2010-06-11T23:46:00.002+08:00

For no reason,i suddenly feel like using blogger so that means i will be busy using two blog from now on. But i still love my wordpress account

Wow,it almost 12pm and i am still up using the computer
Ytd night,i realise:

1) A Chameleon living withnin us
2) Someone im suppose not to care
3) a broken frienship and twisted end

Yes,a chameleon and what ppl warn me was correct and im lucky that i see it clearly now!
Someone im suppose not to care but i keep thinking, anyway right from the start,we belong in two different world actually it is the best now that thing are like that. I am just happy that u are doin very well,all the best to you in future.
A broken friendship can always be mended,perharps i am thinking too much again but this time i am not. I knew something was wrong

A Chameleon will always be one and it will nvr change the rest it will change as time goes by

2010-06-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

I say perharps we are too high class for them to understand not i look down on u all is meaning we are difficult to understand. As in not people from the high class society..i didnt mean that you guys are low class,because obviously we're all equal. If i think that then i would have say that long ago y now? And if i really think that then i would got myself into trouble,would i be so stupid?

In the first place,u brought the unhappiness from last year and drag it to this year.U where jealous that i snatch yr friend and was angry with me,so watever i do to u,u will think i am ALWAYS against u. I didn"t took the feedback seriously although i commented back but who will be happy when u comment ppl until like that? If i want to write all those crap then private my blog-this is my blog i got the say, so if u care so much that i commented back on u this means that u are the one who gave those nasty comment.Ab the guy thingy that my problem if don even concern u.

WE DIDN"T EVEN WROTE THE NAMES OF THE GROUP AT ALL .

2010-05-29T17:41:00.008+08:00

Photo taken during my visit to Angel house

Wat is everyone going to do with this one month holiday? Slack,play,slp?

I had a very ridiculous dream ytd >.< Slept 2am in the morning ytd cause i stay up late juz to watch finish the movie King Kong,the movie was three hours and eight minutes.Directed by Peter Jackson(directer of Lord Of the Rings trilogy)
Ytd outing to Haji lane was tiring but i enjoyed it.The shop there is unique and special.I found the shop which sell jewel and thought of glaming my phone again this time i am sure it will be successful cause anyway i also got nt to do also. Oh ya,for girls that like skin food,there is a newly open store at Tampines 1 second floor! ^^
All well that end well....tata everybody that"s all for today

2010-05-27T21:23:00.005+08:00

Yes man holiday is finally here,ok if I'm not taking an important exam this year I would be jumping up for joy and playing.

Today Mr low play a game with us and the game was u wrote yr name on a A4 size paper and pass to random ppl. The person will then write negative and positive comment ab u(without writing their name). After that fold the paper and then pass to another random person again and the second person will too write comment ab u.The paper and process is then pass until the paper end and u can see wat ppl think ab u.

what i got the comment are this:
-Go for 5cs as yr studies are so gd
*OK thks but wat is 5cs??

-You"re strong in yr own way! Live it up girl!
*Thks and i will always.U rock man!

-Err... ... friendly i guess?
*Maybe!

-You become very bad
*U fucker CB.I become bad yr problem isit? And i become bad is all cause of u this type of ppl that like to gossip and talk behind my back so y should i be nice? Don think u nvr write yr name i don know who isit. If u nice to me i will be nice to u back >treat other how u want other to treat u.

-You have a red nose and don act so much lars
*Among all the comment this is the most worst..u mother fucker,whole family died!
I got red nose u care so much for wat,got affect u anot? U think u very pretty also ah? I act wat? Pls loh ppl can see that i make a 360 degrees change in everything since this year,and i recognise yr hand writing!

-Hey cherie :) in order to acheive results that you want :) All of us has to start working hard now :) All the best :) <3
*U too, let"s work hard together and be promoted to be sec 5

-You are nothing.As in nothing much to talk about. You are a good girl
*Thks,u are a gd guy too!

-Cute little girl, very young
*LOLs..fuuny comment but at least it better than some ppl one!

-Helpful,kind,cute.Hahaha... ... quite a gdfriend
*U too...
Saw some comments ab my friends one and i find one damn ---
Don keep going with Jessah they all la!
WTF! Meaning we are bad?So obviously i retaliate,i gave back her paper and purposely shouted "Oi u want to be with who is yr problem rite?!" and everybody look at me even teacher who was like wat is going on?-who cares.
Asked me y i"m not scared cause if u dare to say bad and evil things i will also dare to say back!
Then we play a second game
On a piece of paper write one person u want to work with and the other one u don want to work with.
So obviously it"s REVENGE TIME!
Teacher say can only one person each. So i wrote the person i want to work with then for the person that don want to work with i wrote ....

Example:
I know i very bastard but who cares the person who name is more than three times will have a private talk with teacher so is it counted like this? Since only can write one person name

Parent meeting today and I got 7 in class position but I fail three subjects and people came asking me are u sure? Did u see wrongly? How come ppl pass all subject but class position lose to me? U see wrongly rite is suppose to be 17 u see become 7! LOL I got four eyes,will I really see wrongly? So I told them,u want to believe is yr problem in the first place it is u who ask yet u don believe me so wat u want me to do... ... Well cause they don believe me of course I prove to them- I asked ms lee wat's my class position and told her to announce it to everybody,after hearing they got nt to say! Asked ms lee y is this so cause I'm shock also and she told me that the subject I pass are better and even I fail adding 1-4 marks will make be pass. See this is wat i always say want to do things do properly if not totally don do.

Comments:Cherie has a positive outlook and relates well to her peers. (Thank
you! Thank you!) Possessing strong belief in her capabilities,she is not afraid
to voice out her opinions.(of course,in life watever not happy just say out-in a
nice way.U only live once so wat for because of certain things u cannot voice
out then not happy for the whole life.) Cherie appreciates and respect people
from different cultural backgrounds,(true cause everybody is different and i"m
not racist) and is willing to lend others a helping hand(Yes cause i"m a gd
soul except... ...tsk tsk)

Gosh there is so many nice stuff at home and i have been snacking too much until i think i become abit fatter? Need to watch my diet
I cannot find my handphone cable wait till i find it than only i can upload the pictures

2010-05-26T08:32:00.004+08:00

when out with Angel ytd and then go to her house..took lots of photos(will uploaded when i have time)

Just one to say: I told u i"m jealous is of course will de la isn"t it normal human reaction? Don tell me u are not jealous when yr at first best friend was very close with other ppl? It is true that i am worry at first but afterthat i don even care but u claim that im always worry..at least i"m true to my feelings.
For me u wrote in yr blog is true but how ab the others? I think
it is unfair to say them. If one don like to hang out with Singaporeans then y she would hang out with me? And when they want to go J.co i told them that i cannot go but they keep asking me to go.The other one always texting with ppl,maybe last time but now not even
One always absent from sch is because of post exam activities,during sch time did she? If u say she always absent then did u everyday come to sch?
If u see us as this type of people then y do u still mixed with us? It is u who chose and think that u are extra and we
don care ab u>if we really think that then y we still bother to wait for u?
We will jolly juz walked off without waiting for u.
This year is an important year to us,therefore if we quarrel or fall out with each other,it will not do us gd and when we see each other in sch it will be very enbarassing,tat"s y we kept quiet and cannot be bother with it.

Its parent meeting today sign...anyway to me i cannot bother with any lame or stupid stuff except for studies and i will take wat it takes to be promoted to sec 5. Perharps i will juz private my blog cause my blog traffic is so low.

2010-05-21T14:04:00.004+08:00

Its so sad that someone have

100% outer beauty

but

0% inner beauty

Friday,end of the week tml hopefully i will be able to watch my ghost whisperer

First period we went to the hall for a prom night update... yawn > this is so boring, seriously, i don one to go for the prom night but i MUST go to prove somebody wrong. Apparently,an arrogant guy from 4A_ say i am not ugly but damn ugly. Watever,if u got so many time to gave this type of comment then i suggest u go and look yrself in the mirror and see how badly it will crack or go and lose some weight-fat ass! haha

Ok i know its so lame and bo liao just cause he say that then i force myself to go... ... i mean he"s not totally wrong to say that but nobody got the rights to say who ugly and ppl would say its his mouth say watever he one even u prove him wrong so??? wat will happened or wat will change??

Nothing will change and i just one to prove him wrong i swear if i got the chance on that day i will gave him back wat he say.. and i dare

Imagine during prom night... ...
Arrogant guy come and say: U look pretty today.. ..
Me:Really? Are this yr true comments? Cause i heard u say i am damn ugly.
(Roll my eyes and i will just walk off)
Well, just only imgination but if someone happened to give me this comment near him i will jolly well say oh really,u know someone say i am DAMN ugly.

Ok enough of the prom night thing,when the time passes we will see ab that.
OMG,i seriously need to buck up and study extremely hard than ever if not sec 5 will close its door for me. Sadded, but its the harsh reality in life. Sometimes i wonder if talking A math was the right choice for me from the start.

Anyway sadly to say i may post or update my blog lesser cause of studies.

2010-05-14T20:26:00.004+08:00

They say the name we have have special meaning and they reflect wat personality u have.
Today when to sch juz for that 1 hour actually it's 30 minutes for me cause I completed fast,slack for awhile while waiting for the others and wan yi and jessah came to my house.On the way,I sUddenly ask them r u satisfied with yr name? Both answer no! Continue asking so wat will u name yr child next time? Before they say anything,I quickly say if it's a boy,pls don name them with a letter -
I realize that guys start with the letter- are so weird maybe we fail to understand them but after all they are so weird.they told me that not really...

I'm actually deeply disappointed with him.I thought he's different with the rest but it turn out that he even worst than the rest. I nvr expect in my whole life someone would gave me that comment. I don know whether u are jk or not but no one ever in my life say that to me.,is it a crime to be ----? Or is it a crime to ---- -? U does not seems like u are one,but infact u are...watever I'm juz super duper disappointed in u. Girls are not serious in their relationship cause of the way guy treat them.

If u ppl dare to talk behind my back y fear I would know? If u dare to talk behind myback,then do u dare to say it in front of me?
FUCKERS

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2010-05-13T20:00:00.011+08:00

Super tired and happy,juz return home from orchard when to buy tons of things
1) 3 pairs of shoes
2)leggings from uniquo
3)Bed protecter

Morning when to sch for last paper!-A math paper 2
Head home and prepare before heading down to Orchard

I love this shoe very much :D

I juz realise that my life is so boring while everybody life is full of up and down,they have so many to blog ab

Exam in the hall was gd,more windy and me as a KPO person enjoy looking at ppl when they are serious. My sit was rite at the end of the hall-index no.1

The band concert was also a success and i enjoy it :D

Lately,i had been asking ppl whether i"m ugly anot? (i"m not so
fucking bhb like some ppl go round asking ppl r they pretty anot)
heard many
comment and i concluded that NO ONE IS UGLY
The one that is truly ugly is the one that has a ugly heart. If
someone is so pretty but she got a heart make of metal it does not make any
different,if her attitude cmi no one will like her also.The most if a girl ugly
but she has a kind hear,ask her go for plastic sugery loh. Isn"t this a win-win
situation? And wat wrong with being ugly? U think she want to be ugly one meh?
Tat"s wat her parent gave it to her,she don have a choice to choose and this is
called FATE!

Tml i still need to go to sch for that fucking 1 hour-waste time and money

2010-05-02T21:06:00.001+08:00

preparing for exam will be back soon :D

2010-04-21T12:58:00.003+08:00

Currently at sch blooging super nervous later is my music exam.... >.<
I hope i at least pass it...
Once again someone ps me
Jessah is sitting beside me.... and i was told not to disturb her LOL
Wish me luck!~
Anw,i am also sick like my voice is totally change

2010-04-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

Juz return home from School Speech day

Tired and i"m abit sick ~.~

Will post more ab speech day on the next post

Bye :)

2010-04-09T21:09:00.003+08:00

Was so busy this week,life is full of up and downs

from now on, it will only be one post on my blog want to see the older post pls click on the archive.Thks.

Today alot of things happened

After sch,went home and prepared.Cancel my math tution as the choir reharsal was 2.30pm.Went back to sch...heard something and i was like soooo super angry.

Half way i went out of the hall and had a phonecall,when i was talking

Esther sms me and was like OMG they are quarreling

I was like huh? Wat happened?

Follow by a phone call by HL ask me to go to back to choir. Then i was like ok!

Ran to the hall and found they were not there,and i decided to go music rm.

First thing i went in , i saw black faces and i was like wat happened????

Heard everything and i was like ok......

Not siding with which side cause i am not there when things happened-anyway we will settle on Monday

Choir is all ab team work,even anyone is missing,it would not be a choir anymore.

Juz now i say i heard something and i was totally angry rite?
Well i juz think that it is so ridiculous >i felt so insulted
Wat makes u think i influence ppl not to go chalet do u have any prove and
perosnally heard it? I felt so FUCKING ANGRY! and i will still be until i will be happy

One more thing,i hate rumors u know. I wonder wat kind of ppl spread this kind of things. DId u all people personally see with yr own eyes that i "bully" ppl?

Ok if yes,u saw the person I "BULLY" crying saying i "BULLY" her

If like that then i can also cry and cry and keep on crying until my eyes bleed and say someone bully me...and make a big fuss of it

> all this happened in the past and i juz one to step out and say wat i one to say,believe it or not that"s yr problem. But i knew one thing,i did not and that"s the fact.

Still,my girlfriends are always the best no matter wat, they always believe in me.

Thks Esther,u are always my mentor and helping me

But u know wat ppl will think u are helping me and it always play no good to be good u get it? Cause I influence u so u nvr know when ppl will say i influence u to help me again!

~HYPOCRITE~

SHUT UP!

2010-04-01T22:28:00.004+08:00

Yes i am back at last after one week...
I learn to let things go now and i don feel so stress anymore from now on i will juz let nature take it course

Laugh and play like there is no tml
Disturb ppl until they cannot take it
Watever i don like i will juz say out loud even it mean offending ppl-i seriously don care now

Talk nonsense,gibberish,russbish
Do the things that i enjoy and want to
Blog out everything when i pissed off and i mean EVERYTHING one to start a blog war at my tagboard, ~i simply don care the most i remove my tagboard

Anyway i got to thanks Billy and Hui luan for hearing my crap problems this few days especially Billy(we are juz only friend now and no other thing) he already like someone and no rumours ab him and me ok! If not i"m gonna come after u.

Ytd we had choir practice and i was abit piss off....like wt!!! No hard
feeling cause after all it"s my CCA for four years
Its been a long time since i went for choir practice and i got a VALID
REASON.
My wednesday Music elective programme is on every wednesday.
But the teacher sometimes for some reason cannot make it or due to some problem so our class was
transfered to Monday together with the Monday class ppl.
Therefore i cannot make it for choir.
It don even make any sense,if i one to skip then i would have skip long ago
y would i skip juz at my last year when i have already commit so much? And wat"s
more it is counted as one of my subject.
The teacher even told us that if we need letter,she will give it to us cause actually if we nvr turn up for class,
an e-mail would be send to the principal office asking y i did not turn up.
But in the end ppl think that i purposely don one to attend choir and wat i got was ppl rolling eyes at me or staring at me like i lie to
them!
U know wat? I feel like poking yr eyes and digging it out.One day when i
cannot take it i will juz go and pour water at u and walk off,call all yr gang u
want like i care. Even u hit me later i will still feel happy cause i
already done it to u! Anyway watever i don care also ~.~ cause i know i
have not done anything wrong. I did not even lie in the first place and was

stating the fact!

My blog is for me to let everything out, and not for u to make lame and unncessary comment on my post! GET IT?

Lastly> i love my girlfriends forever and for life although we seem separated but deep down in their heart they support me :D

Hey Esther,relax after thinking twice i won"t follow her like wat u say cause i always cool..tsk,tsk she will juz live her own life and i live my life. If she won"t don anything bad to me i won"t do it too.

Jessah and Lin Dan are not LESBIAN ok! Sry to dissapoint u ppl that our whole group are NOT LESBIAN. I am also VERY DISSAPOINTED at the person who say out wat happened,and its one of us! But we have already forgive her :) Anyway,so wat if they are? U mean u nvr see LESBIAN before?

2010-03-27T21:06:00.003+08:00

It hurts........
For the first time I will be MIA not to follow ppl ok
feeling low and down.
Y must I everytime have this kind of life and story?
I hate it

2010-03-27T16:23:00.003+08:00

First of all

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Happy birthday To Jing jie on 25 March

Ytd night was having a slpless night due to some reason.....tonight i think will also be another slpless night for me.
Anyway thks to all those who keep supporting me, h2h with me
I hope to go for it this time and the best, no matter wat the outcome will be
I hope for the best for everyone

And u,
stop snatching ppl de guys can? Are u too desperate or wat? I swear i will not let u go this time if u do it again...

Readers don view and run...

2010-03-21T12:08:00.006+08:00

Everyone faces absurd choices in life. If you shrug off these choices as anomalies to your perfect life, you gain nothing. But if you try to learn from these absurdities, you will gain a lot of wisdom.

Since i cut me hair,alot of ppl has been asking me why?
>So today,i shall tell everyone. WHY?
Firstly: The weather is very hot and having long and thick hair has actually cause some kind of disturbance to me. Sometimes during the afternoon or late at night after bathing,i need to slp.Blowing dry my hair takes some time and cause i am lazy.
Secondly:Having long hair for almost 1 year and estimated five month, so i decided to change a new hair style,everytime see the same thing u all wont sianz one meh?

But seriously,i think cutting my hair cause my poor friend wan yi ear to burst.She keep telling me not to worried and my hair will grow back even it is ugly! But it turn out that i like it..
So don ask me why i cut my hair.
When u ask,i will answer:U nvr see my blog ah?

Tuesday
Juz came back from piano lesson...tml don have any lesson cause of those workshop. I don feel like going to sch,but its bad to keep skipping sch. I realise that if u do it one time,u will do it many times again so i decided to go sch.

I been thinking too much cause for some reason but i juz cannot help it,i know i should trust my friend but u know she is a blur queen,maybe she saw wrongly?! I really don know? Sometimes i juz feel like taking it out and letting it close but sometimes i kind of like it?

Tell me wat to do can??

2010-03-21T11:48:00.006+08:00

Since i have nothing to post then i decided to post things on Alice in Wonderland the moive as after watching this movie,i keep thinking of wat every character say....

The Mad Hatter: Have I gone mad?
[Alice checks Hatter's temperature]
Alice Kingsley: I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are

When i was watching the movie,i totally agreed with this sentence.

Every character in this movie are speacial in a way but wat gave me the most impression of all the characters is the Cheshire cat and mad hatter...
The Cheshire Cat is the cat of the Duchess. Alice meets it when she leaves the Duchess house, and finds it in a tree. It constantly grins and can disappear and reappear whenever it likes. Sometimes it disappears and leaves its grin behind.
Before i watch the movie,i thought the cheshire cat was a evil character(because of the big eyes and grining face) but i realise it is actually very cute. Helping Alice and leading the way for her.

Alice and the Cat: Quotes: Alice in Wonderland

Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?
The Cat: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to
Alice: I don't much care where.
The Cat: Then it doesn't much matter which way you go.
Alice: …so long as I get somewhere.
The Cat: Oh, you're sure to do that, if only you walk long enough.

Slept ab 1am late at night cause watching night movie.
I love to stay up late at night during saturday,Ytd movie was
L for love, L for lie >
a fascinating ending with a strange, maybe unthinkable twist, especially after what the story line evolved to. However, in summary,

Love can show its true form in the things we do that are not noticed - it is Love when we do something good for a loved one, but it also takes the shape of lies (lies to make things better and maintain stability/protect loved ones, or lies for deception, eg cheating and being dishonest in a relationship).

2010-03-19T21:58:00.003+08:00

Unclear cause taken using my handphone

Its friday and this one week break is soon going to be over...tat"s really fast
I realise i am big speader this holiday,anyway,when sch reopen its study and study and nothing else.

Watch Alice in wonderland and i would rate it 3-3.5/5,for those that love fantsay and wonderland would like this movie but i think if u can wait then wait when the movie is shown on tv.
The weather today is juz nice although itis a wet day but i rather itis cooling and wet then hot and dry.

When for math tution at 11pm.Went home and slp for 2 hours and went for piano lesson again.I think tml will be inensive study?!
Not sure...
maybe i will play until crazy and like wat i say when sch reopen itis study all the way.

2010-03-15T14:54:00.003+08:00

Monday
Start of the March holidays,

and saddly we need to go back for math remedial for twp days juz for a mock test....actually there is chemistry remedial but like no one ones to go therefore we skip and when to Tampines to eat instead.Suppose to buy a weekly planner but did not see anything that i like.

Bus down to Tampinese and walked around waiting for Esther.When she arrived we when to a chinese restrarant to eat.Chatted while eating and we decided that we one to buy a necklace.

Saw chomel and we when in and brought our necklace.Wan yi brought a cross?! while i brought a heart..after wan yi brought the necklace,Esther keep disturbing her with the cross and asked her y she brought a cross and we was like laughing at her and she told us y we all did not stop her when she was buying the cross? Haha,laugh :D

Seriously,this March holiday is not a holiday for us but juz only a short break.Everyday i am pack with class,programmes and tution.

Tuesday

Wake up in the morning and don feel like going to sch but my mother keep nagging me to go therefore no choice but to go.Do finish the math paper 2 and when home..Later going out with cousin to catch Alice in Wonderland

2010-03-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

I think that my blog is dying as i admitted itis boring cause i have been very discreetive of wat i have been posting but deep down i actually got lots to say.

SO anyway y should i do that when this is my blog? Lossing interest in blogging and was also busy.I am sure everyone is also busy right?

Today was the getting back of our report book,and it is also parent meeting in the hall as we are the graduate classes.Stepping into the hall for some people may be like going into an abattoir.My parent did not turn up as they both are busy with work so i took the report by my ownself.

Got a bet with ms ng-will not be telling wat isit only some of them knew.

Pass all subjects and i got a tremendous improvement in science except for both math i flunk it! Well,who does not flunk maths in our class except for some?? But if i need to be promoted to Sec 5,i need to pass maths..

Anyway,whatever jobs which u will be doing in future,all need to use math. EVen music,- Couting of the beat and the note value.

Ask whether my parent got scold me the answer is no.They nvr scolded me for my result except for nagging as they know i am big enough to know wat i one to do in future.

I juz one to say stop doing things that degrade yrself cause u don have the ability to do that and by doing those things,u are degrading yrself.

2010-03-05T22:30:00.003+08:00

TWNMD

Well i got nt to say only

Girl not only u are rude,u also don have any manners

Girl stop being a busybodies and care ab yrself first

Had a new haircut and quite satisfied ab it...went to this fair and found out more ab school that offer music and the person told us to concertrate on yr o-level and get gd grades for it.Ya tat"s rite.Thursday got a briefing ab Prom night,so sianz i know like it the most important memories of yr life and ....... but i am abit tired of it anyway since everyone is goin y not? And i shall see what everybody will wear and i am so gonna laugh at those who look ugly..hey,but don judge me ok.Ms lee keep saying i am evil,i am not ok! I am kindof hating math teachers for some reason....but i am not going to give up! Bye readers thinking of blog name for my LJ blog cause i can locked some entries and allow those ppl tat i can see

2010-02-26T20:54:00.005+08:00

As promised,here are the photo for Chinese New Year

Cousins

Cute!

Wednesday
when for my Music elective and in the way there i heard something...so during class i was thinking wat to buy and where to go? Then i decided to go Artbox at Tampines then after tat not cause Wan yi everytime go there to buy things so change shop,go to Tampinese 1 one of the shop.When in and look around and there are so many things and there is this self of items tat are exlucsive music stuff cool! So brough a file for me and wan yi,sticker for her and brought a music pencilbox for myself.Left Tampinese and return home.
Thursday
Gave her the present and wan yi asked me can i bring the bag to sch everyday? I say,crazy ah this is juz a plastic bag leh.Well,Esther lost her handphone and $20 :( Y this people hands are so dirty and dishonest? Imagine if yr phone and money is being stolen how will u feel? Even u get away this time,u won"t get away forever!
Friday
Rite award and i heard Ms ng nvr come ^^ SS test and i nvr study haiz so many things to memorise.AFter sch,math tution and after this met mum and we went to buys my school shoes but actually itis sport shoes.Brough three pairs,two for sch wearing and one pair for outside wear.Love all of them alot all are nice.Going to wear to scg on MOnday
Tml going to VCH to watch concert.

2010-02-19T20:25:00.005+08:00

Love this commerical i thinkit capture and shot avril in a very nice way and i love how she dress it is so cool. Especially the gothic feeling!
A new year with a new skin! This year it is the year of the Tiger and sadly to know that because of poaching,there are only 3,500 Tiger left. So let us stop this atrocious behaviour,by not purchasing parts and products make from endangered species,we can stop endangered species from extinction.
Although i seldom use navigate skin,but i like this skin tat"s y i ues it.Well,the new year juz come and past like the wind and soon it was sch reopen again.Books,test and stationary.
New year post will be together with the photo but itis editing now so may take some time but will post ASAP when i got the photo.
Kind of sick and tired of my long hair feel like cutting it short like the Encai but later scared if cut le not nice and there goes my long hair!

2010-02-12T21:28:00.003+08:00

Have first two periods of lesson and Today have a fun day goin to block and giving out oranges and drinks,a part of CIP.Here are the photo taken from Jessah cam..

After giving out everything i was too hot and tired to do anything so when the wind come of course must enjoy the breeze!

See the Weather is so hot until i feel i am melting,and Esther still can post until so gracefully

Fanning myself,Esther and Joo Eun still can post

Walking back to school

In school toilet i think this is the best photo ever taken
Ms lee and us..haha she look uneasy with her smile.

End of photo..end of by saying Happy chinese new year to everyone

I LOve Ss501(this is so random) and i HATE copycats get a life man!

2010-02-10T19:41:00.006+08:00

DOn know wat to post...lately i keep taking photo everywhere and everything..then Esther was y u keep taking photos? Follow me one rite?? So Bhb....

The weather is so hot now and after eating lunch i would asked everybody to go library to slack instead but the library did not open so we went to study area cause there is fan.Found out tat the express class got a supper big fan and i did not care less and stand infront of the fan.Y our class don have a big fan like theirs? I swear i will everyday stand infront of the fan :P

School was fun and as usual,but i will only update the main events as i think it is boring update every lesson.But i think i need to buy career guidence bk and plan my future. Any suggestion?

One to know who is he? Well, he is one of our sec 1. Today after sch he came and sat the table behind us and everybody make a big fuss who are u? WHo are u? And he is so innocent and cute.cause he purely juz one to sat down and eat his food.Haha..we began talking to him and he was scolding us and i soclded him like:Eh,u very rude leh! Then he was like ...... keep quiet and later he say bye and walked off. I think i scared him off. Not intentaionally...

After sch got chinese remedia and Jing jie was the only boy that come for remedial.So i talk and play with him until bell ring and teacher was like cherie and Jing jie today not normal very weird,especially cherie then i was like....hey i kind hearted tat"s y talk to him ok..hehe so Bhb..

CHinese New year comin and i am looking forward to it...wearing new clothes and taking hao bao,and not to forget all those goodies tat i can eat.I am so goin to eat everything even falling sick or losing my voice i don care..and i feel like asking all my cousin out and go somewhere fun and took lots and tons of photos!

Anw,goin to end here need to study for bio test.

2010-02-07T15:40:00.003+08:00

At last i change my blogskin but it not completed..anw juz bear with it i will try to complete it when i have the time

Saturday

Chinese new year is comin so of cause everyone in my family is busy cleaning up their own rm.Well,and i fall and hurt myself while washing my leg..Sound funny and i would everytime laugh when ppl fall or me myself fall,but this time i did not cause free flow of blood was gushing out! So pain...My rm the table spoilt and i got a replacement tat is so much nicer...like it alot.When i was testing the lamp it did not light up cause there is no light bulb...stupid rite?? Imagine u happy happy one to see whether it light up anot then in the cause the main thing is not there..So got the light bulb and at last it light up! From the photo it looks like a jelly fish but it look nicer when u see it.

During at night i was blogging and watching Xiaxue guide to life..seriously u all should watch it she is very funny and all the videos are nice...at http://www.clicknetworks.tv and i recieve a sms..saying u don need to contact me anymore.U should have known wat u have done to me!

Then i was like..huh wat have i done?? And....

I got trick,cause i did not scroll down the sms.Sign,i swear i will scroll down msg and i won"t be trick again...Tml,after sch need to go for MEP,hiaz i prefer my class at Wenesday..

2010-02-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

Thursday
Sch was the same,as usual and we got our class t-shirt and i like the colour alot,except the shirt abit plain but i still love it!After sch have choir and i volounteer to bring down the piano after practice and i regretted alot cause it was soo heavy and i almost die lucky someone help me :P but it was worth it haha cause....

Friday
Cross-country was fun.Wore our class t-shirt and wan yi call me in the morning and we meet ouside my house gate,well this time she waited for me,when i was talking the lift saw her father car moving off...reach reservoir and alot of ppl was looking at us like,PINK for class t-shirt? Yup! cool rite?? I LOVE my class man!If u don like it jolly well shut up and leave the comment to yrself,don need to say it out loud saying our class t-shirt ugly rite? At least we have a class t-shirt better than u,don even know where u belong.Shameless!
Ran with Xiao wei and wait for wan yi they all to walked back.Found them and we began chatting...Time for us to go back to our class for prize presentation but we walking around.Esther was helping me to scold someone then juz in time a teacher came and asked us to sit.But Esther juz shouted Fucking Bitchy xia! And the teacher reaction was like i cannot believe wat u juz say....and Esther quickly say,not u not u is other ppl then we laugh and walk to our class.After everything,went home bath,eat lunch and slp..Wake up and leave for tution.After tution train and bus down to Esplanade library and find my HW for the MEP...Still no luck of finding the vocal version of Partitas,i think it does not even exist..so i will juz to find it online if cannot then i will imagine my own and do the HW i don care!
At nigh was chatting with Esther and she told me this,He"s an average kind.A boring type..Hais.Pathetic.Not cute.Not handsome.You........................n cos he"s..............Pathetic Cherie..
Tat"s so bad, >.< but i still don get it y he does not ---- me? And esther ong stop disturbing me la..So big le still so LAME! Hehehe..

2010-02-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

Perhaps i"m too high class for her to understand-By Esther

Whent to sch today,and the first period was Bio.Teacher tested us on the structure of heart and everybody seems to know but i was like half know half donknow.Arghh,so slacking..Second lesson was A math ~.~,i did do my hw ok juz tat i don know how to do some.Better than last year when i don even bother to do!

-RECESS-

And it was chem don also understand wat teacher was teaching cause the topic was difficult...follow by English,we went to com lab and do the debate thing.Chinese lesson and Teacher bring her team for BB match and we join other class.But i want to join 4A2 but our class was suppose to join the other class. NVM,chatted with Esther the whole period and soon it was A math again....Ms ng gave us 20 minutes to finish the hw but me and Ashiffa was struggling with the questions but in the end we understand but still ms ng told us to hand in the next day which is actually gd ^^Contact time and chatted with Wan yi and when the bell rang i went out of the class without talking the books under my table until when i was walking home after choir then i realise it... >.<

Nvm,i am goin to buck up tml and do better :)

2010-01-31T14:47:00.004+08:00

Currently doin my MEP hw,it like every week there is homework and there is so many test comin up.Going to break down soon if things go on like tat,anyway every things have it own way rite?
But don know when everything will be back on track.

2010-01-30T16:16:00.004+08:00

Short post:
Totally forgotten ab this week wat really happened only was tat i was sick,slp at ab 8pm and the next day i was ok again ! LOL Wednesday:Wan yi ps me again as she overslept.When she come to sch the guard don allow her to come in to sch as it is after 8.30. >.< Thursday:Had a phone chat with Angel and talk ab sch life as she juz transfer into a international school.The school fees there very EX! Juz three set of uniform cause her $300,daylight robbery.
At last class t-shirt confirm,can"t wait to wear it during cross country

2010-01-22T18:14:00.003+08:00

Blogging will be easier for me cause i decided to type it in my hp de Microsoft word first before copying and pasting it to blogger,but it will be long post cause its for the whole week.

Wednesday:20/1/10
CME lesson was busy taking photo and listening to lesson while the teacher was taking ab law things.
Went for music elective programme again and the teacher told us don't need to memorise any number cause this is not a history class so don need to memorise ^^ the aircon there is soo cold and lucky there is a break for us,if not i swear i will become a frozen cherry! The class is so quiet and like everybody was doin their own thing during break ,and if like i talk loudly everybody will look at me and tat would be so stupid and embarrassing! I think everyone still new ba..

Thursday: 21/1/10
Bag so heavy today,need to bring so many things. And Mrs ng came back to sch today.English lesson was giving and goin through the diagnosis test,and the first paper is used for CA but my second paper was better but alot of ppl fail for second paper tat's y take the first paper marks.
Gd news: I pass both paper
Bad news: only without flying colour
lame ~.~

Friday:22/1/10

As usual....

How"s my new skin? Remeber to comment me! Bye guys

Arghh,so irritating,cannot find the song i am looking for for my MEP... J S Bach:Brandenburg Concerto No 2(1st movement)

2010-01-15T20:45:00.002+08:00

I love this photo! A bunch of slackers haha

Anyway today was a busy day as it is CCA open house and i almost lost my voice telling the sec 1 wat choir was ab and i am really tired.Ya and this week been really gd to me accept busy tat"s all.

Well,one to know wat happened when i went for my MEP? Actually lesson starts next week and i need to buy a book music appreciation ab $60 and island out of stock! Tat"s not the part,we have to do a diagnosis test.The moment i saw the first question i was like i am so go to DIED!!! It ask Bramhs was born after who then it gave u a few answer,i don even know when Bramhs was born but only know he had a sad love story..meaning starting from next week i must memorise all the composers perosnal life... >.<>

Tagged reply

Esther:really i don know tat anw i don care ab it now haha

2010-01-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

Posting again and yet no one tagged me,I say I will seldom post does not means I not posting rite! Sch today's was bad cause it's monday and u found out tat I had Monday blues ( juz jk) lesson as usual nt unusual happened but I had a busy day today.
First lesson:
bio, goin to slp, but I tried my best to pay attention in class and it ended fast.
second lesson:
A math and it's dawn ng lesson, don understand way she was talking but luckily I know how to do the question.
Fifth lesson was Chinese and was doin test which determine whether we will take o- level.decided not to tell my mother as she will force me to get gd marks for the test, so until I got the result I will juz keep quiet and if I don pass I will also keep quiet .
After sch today go for choir meeting and called mum after it ended. Today"s is the release of o-level result,hope everyone got the result they one. Meet mum and we when home together.lunch,bath and I went of to slp. So tired, wake up at 4.30 and prepared for my piano lesson. Arghh, so difficult the higher u go it's really difficult. And guess wat, I did not practises and for once i thought I am goin to be scolded and die... Haha but lucky not , I did not get scolded.sounds so bad, I like everytime get scolded, cause I nvr practises wat. So if one learn piano don be scared.
Esther encouraged me to sign up for nuffnung,but I am considering so in theean time support her and go to her blog and click at the nuffnung.hehe!

Feeling so sad cause I'm thinking too much ( I think) my mind told my heart not to go back but my heart juz don listen.. Ok I know I sound weird and funny so I will juz stop here.
Going to read chicken soup for the soul and whine my music box to slp

2010-01-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

Update again , and no one tagged me sadded! Awy, I got nt to post cause I had been playing,slacking and sleeping this two days.....arghh really got to buck up and no empty promises to my mother and I don one history to repeat again when I recieved my results. I want my iPod touch :( and I am not going to slip it off my hAnd this time round.
So starting from tml I am going to pAy attention during lesson times and no distraction for me. I am looking forward to wednesday 13.1.01 cause it's the starting of my music elective programme..gotto to work hard Also. Sign so many things to do.
Saturday newspaper talk ab singapore court seeing more defamation suits being filed.one of it saying that " people seem to have the feeling it is right and there is nothing wrong to freely blog away ab someone" I think that everyone should read it as saying ppl on blog this days are sensitive issues.
And the berlin wall at bedok reservoir park juz open, goin to walk over to see it someday.
Bye, ending here.
I hate those two female dogs!

2010-01-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hi ppl at last updating my blog,next week i will be more busier...sounds gd or bad?Well sch reopen and i saw everyone back again.Gotto work hard this yeat and no distraction for me.This week is ok for me except o was very pissed off by the change of timetable for choir practice.Well,don talk ab it anymore.Thursday TP open house after sch was not wat i expected.It was so hot,tiring and many many ppl,until tat night i fall aslp before 9pm.Has anyone been watching cruel temptation?Like it alot cause the story plot was smart and gd showing ab revenge of a wife.
I one to go national musem to see Questfor immortaily-The world of ancient Egypt and it free for us students :)
My private blog i had decided to use livejournal as i can put which post i one to be private and public but have not create it,wait till i think of a name

Bye guys-next post will be uncertain but will tried to post

2010-01-03T14:46:00.004+08:00

Tml sch reopen le and its time to study again,holiday hw i still have not complet T.T And my dearie Wan yi when to Malaysia and don even know when she comin back,she ps me man! This year will be a very busy year for me cause other than taking an extra subject,piano exam,it is the n-level year for me...goin to work extra hard cause i one to be promoted to sec 5 and i one my ipod touch badly!Arghh so irritating,everybody have the ipod touch except me.So my blog will be maybe dead as i will seldom post,but i will put when i will post my blog again at the end of each post so that readers won"t need to keep checking my blog for lastest post. Lastly Happy 21st birthday to my brother.. ok,i am thinking of making a blog tat is private,not so sure wait till i think ab the name first.But i will still be using this blog even i have a private blog cause it had a lot of memories,& i spent a long time thinking of this Url checking dictionay before opening this blog....
Lazy to go to blog and tagged so i will juz return tagged here.

keon ah.Pei min and Viven-thks for the tagged and i will relink and link soon o.o
HY-i told u wrongly,he actually brough the ipod touch same as yours but more memory.And i am s00oooooo jealous!
Xiaovass-Thks for the comment,and of course i remember the incident la haha~
Jing jie-Yo thks for the tagged,Best friend forever but hor,y now then tagged me?When my blog was private u nvr tagged me >.<

2010-01-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

Hello 2010! Currently using my brother iPod touch to post so it will be a short post..... Ytd ab 7pm when to sakura to eat with Jerome they all again. 11 of us when there and eat until 10 pm before walking down to singapore river to watch fireworks and countdown.On the way we had a very fun time, laughing and playing,cause melvin keep laughing like crazy. Haha finally found someone tat is worse than me! alot of ppl there very difficult to walk plus alot of roadblock. Watch the firework and slack Awhile then
train down to simei ab 1.30 then jun Jie drive us home.

2009-12-28T14:31:00.002+08:00

3 days,to 2010

I wonder how this year was to everybody?Well,this year i have alot of problems, full of ups and downs.Even the teachers saw and felt it.They had been supporting me and encouraging me,some of them which i was shocked tat they actually find out what was goin on with me and console me.Today post will be ab 2009 most memorable events,u can exit my blog now or half way reading it as it may contain some unpleasant event..and i don need any comments,if u think tat i am wrong juz simply shut up and speak to yourself!

2009 the most memorable event:
Thinking back i one to laugh,angry and was quite shocked as i actually cried 2 hours juz cause i lost my pencil case.Lame rite?? The story was when i was packing my bag in the morning and realise my pencil box was missing and i started crying right after Ms Ng lesson as she asked me wat happened.But after recess,it was found at the toilet thks to some of my Classmates,although there is so many but i really thk u all! And to TXSF thks for helping and consoling me.To the person tat took my pencil and ppl tat think i was overly reacted,attracting attention,dramatic or watever-in your eyes,u may think it is only a pencil box,but in my heart i don feel tat way the most buy a new one loh,its not ab money but its ab how i got the pencil case.u may think it was juz a joke but some joke can be played and some cannot,when i recover my pencil box some pencils and pens were gone,nvm u can use watever u one but i juz know tat u will get your retribution one day.Ya,u may think its juz some lame,stupid and unless stationary and u will get retribution??? cause little things tat don really matter actually matter!

2009 i found true friendship and a group of true friends:
The value of friendship is incalcuable itis not necessarily the no of friends u have tat counts but the quality of the acquaintances.Good friends will carry u though your gd and bad times.it will still be your gd friend even the whole world walk u out.And i am sure they are the ones...

2009 i met two most memorable peeson:
U know y they both are memorable to me?Cause i will always remember wat they have done to me. Kun geng once told me,if a person u hate and had done bad things to u,don hate them and be better to them,treat them gd.Let them be guilty for life for wat they had done to u.After hearing this i felt tat i cannot do it cause this is a competitive world,everybody will had a selfish side cause we are after all human beings. This two person juz knows how to backstab ppl,set ppl up,talk behind their back and they are both worse than a female dogs! Simply i juz hate them,yet i sometimes pity one of them cause she is actually quite a gd person,but as long as she don do anything to me i will forgive her.For the other person,no forgving cause the things tat u done are unforgivable.

2009 most memorable sentence:
For the past few days i have been thinking whether should i post this but reason i am posting this not to let tat person be embarressed but it is a WARNING to everyone not juz to tat person.
This sentence is forever erected in my mind.This person blog have been spam and she post on her blog saying tat the spammer is jealous cause her boyfriend chose her instead of the spammer.Pls la,do u have any evidence tat it is tat person who done it? if u dare to say it out then y not report this case to the police and let the law do the justice? The girl u are talking ab is not the spammer and she can sue u for slandering as things tat u say are untrue and u are spoliting her reputation although u did not say out who she is but people knows tat u are talking ab her!Everbody now should know tat before blogging anything ab people pls think twice.Example is top blogger Dawn yang sue Xiaxue for some things tat she say ab Dawn yang.But i don know wat itis and i am not biased to anyone. I will not hesitate to take any legal action against anyone if they say things tat are untrue ab me on blog!

I will blog until here,happy new year to everyone in advance. And i know tat there are many spellings and grammer error,so juz bear with it cause i admit tat i sucks in both of them.

2009-12-26T18:17:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas to everybody!

Well,ytd celebrated christmas and i enjoy it alot.How"s everyone christmas celebration? Morning wake up around 11am and washed up.After tat,went to my Auntie Christmas party.Went to beok inter to buy something then reach home.Ab 8.00pm like tat went out with bro and sit his friends car to his friend"s house to celebrate and see him ba cause he got a internal injury.There Jun jie,Mike,Jerome,Jun Xian me and brother play then called Canadian pizza.Later melvin came and we were playing pictionary together.Then Hong bing came.eat the food and we spilt into three groups to play a game like taboo but not really like taboo.Me, jun jie,hong bing one group Bro,curry,melvin and Jun xian,mike and jerome.The game was damn funny and we keep laughing ....haha thinking back i also one to laugh man! Play Bingo and it was time for us to go home.First we send Hong Bing back to Sengkang then melvin to Novena and back to bedok.Reach home ab 2.45am...

(Photo i will tried to take and upload)

2009-12-21T23:28:00.005+08:00

Back to posting i got a real busy week last week tat"s y never post after a long time but before posting Happy Birthday to Hong Bing on 16.12.09 and Cuz Z on 21.12.09 wish u two december babies sucees in the future! :D

Monday14.12.09

Morning had piano lesson.In the afternoon bus to bedok inter and meet cousin there and we study there,at the library later wan yi came and together we study.Leave place at ab 6.30pm.

Tuesday 15.12.09

Went out with mother and brother to eat Billy Bomber.Later went to Summerset 313 and shop around.Saw Miss Toh,and she was like blur blur like tat not her usual self maybe she tired ba...haha.Shopped till 8.00pm and train down to bedok reached home ab 9.30pm

Wednesday 16.12.09

Esplanade library

Thursday 17.12.09

Wake up early and train down to City Hall reach there ab 7.00am and wait for my cousin they all.It was raining.Well,we had a one day trip to Malaysia for shopping! (Photos will be separated with post)

Friday 18.12.09

Stay at home but do spring cleaning the whole day... T.T tired

Sunday 20.12.09

Morning at home then ab 3-4pm plus when to reservoir to run with brother and Friends.Instead me and his friend ended walking while my brother run the full round.Then when home and bath and get ready and train down to bugis to celebrate Hong Bing birthday.Reach there ab 7.30pm plus and waited for him and everybody to arrive.Then nine of us walk to iluma and we ate there sang birthday song for him and Home sweet home.

So sry link i will update so other time

2009-12-16T21:15:00.005+08:00

This the photo u one me to post LO WAN YI!

Me back from Esplanade library very tired...

Morning wake up,eay breadfast then bath and meet wan yi at the train.Train to city hall and walk to Esplanade.Found a place and decided to explore the library although i been there the third time.Have lunch there and we chatted things and stuff.Went back to do work,i love the environment there.Later we walked around again and this werid guy came saying hello to me and me and wan yi was huh,who is he talking to? And later when i was finding books he came and say hello and bye...i quickly run to wan yi there and she told me tat guy had been following us everywhere we walking. Scared! After awhile he not there le...Phew Ab 5.30pm we when around Singapore river look see look see,then train down to Bedok.When waiting for train to bedok a man sitting next to us and keep staring at me for no reason...Crazy man! Turn around and tell Wan yi and she ask he like in a daze staring at me >.<>

2009-12-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

Lately, been very busy so will not be really posting so frequently but will try to post more
thks everyone for supporting my blog.Cya readers!

2009-12-09T22:34:00.004+08:00

Tuesday 8/12/09

Wan yi came to my house and we play,chat and slacked together

Wednesday 9/12/09

Busy day for me...wake up and prepare to go out.Took bus no 5 to Simei MRT,MRT down to Pasir ris and have lunch.AFter tat shop around and sit the bus to Tekong..going to witness my brother graduation :) Reach the ferry terminal,sit a ship and at last reach Tekong around 3pm.Then sit at the place waited for 45 minutes and all of the soldier tat are going to graduate came marching in the place.After all the marching and everything,we were allow to put the cap on for them.When infront and i put the cap for my brother! :D Took pictures and it was time for us to go.Took the ferry and bus back to Pasir ris again.Train down to bedok and took our condo bus home.Washed up and went out for dinner

Everyone read this story before giving comment

Person A likes Person B.Everyone tell Person B how Person A is so "gd" he is and ask her to accept him.But Pesron B juz don like Person A. Then came Person C.Person A and Person C one day chat in msn and Person C suddenly asked Person A does he knows Person B? Person A admit saying this is the girl he like.AFter some time,Person A saw Person C at the basketball court as Person C was very tired she did not talk to Person A much.Later Person A sms Person C and ask y u so cold to me? I never talk to Person B anymore? This shows tat Person B is not even true in the first place.But wat Person A did not know is tat Person C sister is Person B Best friend and Person B knows everything.
This story tells everyone tat some ppl althought look gd but they are in fact a JERK. I am not saying person A must like person B to the end but since he ones to admit he like Person B to Person C then y must he say all those things to Person C?If he ones to give up or lose feelings for Person B y still admit to Person C when Person C asked him? Anyone tat don like Person A will also feel not gd after hearing all this....

Links,i will change it some other time

2009-12-09T22:08:00.005+08:00

Train station to SIngapore

Eating Strawberry

Picking Strawberry

My small cousin drinking cute rite?

Tea plantation

Malaysia LRT=to our MRT

Hotel lobby

Hotel room

2009-12-08T11:22:00.006+08:00

I am at last back from Malaysia and i enjoy it alot :)
Friday 4/12/09

Wake up at ab 6.30 and washed up,before leaving sms someone and off we went.Cab down to Golden mile complex,was early and we decided to went in to eat breadfast.The moment i stepped into the complex i was like..........nvm,i got to bear with it and we ate our breadfast there.Board the bus at 8.00am.Slept on the bus until we reach Malaysia in the afternoon.Took the LRT and we arrived at the hotel.It is a four star hotel so it is very nice!After putting down everything,we went for shopping around the area.I did not buy much thing and we went back to the hotel.Stay at the hotel and watch tv while my parents went out to buy dinner.

Saturday 5/12/09
Wake up,have breadfast at the hotel.Eat halfway,stomach pain need to use toilet so went up to the rm.Went going down,i decided to explore the hotel so went to see the swimming pool.Then we pack up and off we went to meet our relatives.Took LRT again and we reach the place.Looked around the place and our relative soon came.Sit his car with my three cousins to Cameron highland. Ab five hours journey and we reach there.On the way we stopped by and went to the tea plantation and drink the tea :D super nice,until now i still feel like drinking! At last we reach the place we are staying.It was a house where infront there is a plantation,planting vegatables like those Kompang but big and comfortable.We lived beside the owner house joined together so there is two doors.As i curious i saw got another door and how come got slippers outside de,i slowly opened the window.looked in and saw someone was inside,i quickly closed and RUN! Washed up and wait for everyone to be ready before setting off,while waiting,we heard a soothing sound.Everyone was asking where the music came from and we found out tat it was the owner playing the piano nextdoor!I again open the window to look inside whille my cousin open the door big open to see and close back! My uncle then drived ab 15-20 minutes to eat our dinner-steamboat.At night the place was so cool...lights off and ab 1am,the owner on the lights ouside the corridoor.My uncle also wake up and he thought it was morning as the corridoor was bright.He look at his hp and it was 1am,he felt weird maybe the hp cold until crazy le,only to open the window to realise tat the light was on while the place was pitch dark! haha

Sunday 6/12/09

Wake up and had our breadfast.

Pack our bags and load everything in the car.Went to the Strawberry farm to pluck strawberry.After plucking we of course eat.Leave cameron highland and went to Ipoh.After tat to Seremban where we took the night train back to Singapore.It"s the second time sit night train but this time we brought the train sit where there is bed :D Reach Singapore at around morning 9am...

The photo are separated in another post.

2009-12-03T18:30:00.002+08:00

At last i reopen my blog after a very long break with no one knowing tat my blog is open :D I wonder who will be the first one to realise and tagged me?! But this time fist got no prize :(
Well,actually it can be open eariler but there is st wrong with the skin until i gave up finding out wat"s wrong and decided to find a new skin.On top of tat,my internet connection was faulty and it is driving me up the wall!Whee,i like this skin but the cbox was small..pls update all of your URL link if it is wrong as it"s been a long time since i update my blog.Thks
Today morning wake up at around 11am as ytd nite was chatting with Celina till 2am in the morning.Cheer up girl,trying to eliminate all your pain from your life will only create bigger problems.Embrance the natural cycles of life,both the joyful and the tragic.
Holiday can be fun and boring......Guess wat,i managed to buy st which was very rare,difficult to find and interesting but it was purely luck and random.Last monday,wan yi came to my house and i show it to her only without her touching it and we both agreed tat it was beautiful.Anw,i told her st and she say i was very evil and bad which is actually some kind of true but she know the reason behind it,which i don one to talk ab it and elaborate more as it spoil my mood making me very angry! Soon it will be Christmas then 2010 and sch will open,time really files

Tml i am going to Malaysia so maybe will update next tuesday or maybe later.Bye readers